Tuesday, November 10, 2009
my life has really changed...im no longer that spoilt girl who lives quite a pampered life. it sux tt being in hall keeps reminding me of that. i guess it keeps mi grounded......but doesnt make it feel better when frens are talkin about things or are having things which i do not have......i dinnoe facials were so common among them...i have never been to one. not tt i want to. n tts e point. i must keep reminding myself, i have somethings they do not, just that its more intangible. and i should learn to appreciate these things more. not tt it is easy but oh well.
oh n i have no more maid after 21 years of my life.....
i cant live without you
Friday, April 10, 2009
glad thats clear........still deciding if im happy for sad....
omg i want to go out!!! think im addicted already....bit late but yea....shit. very bad.
i cant live without you
Thursday, April 09, 2009
omg.....how long has it been since i blogged? 3 years?
think i stopped just before i got attached....guess i had someone to rant to hence a blog din seem as necessary anymore. looking back at all my past entries its amazing to see how i was like....but in a way i realised you can never really write everything u feel in a blog which is public. which is why i started writing in my own diary again...some things are jus not meant for others to hear...
yet its still damn fun to read my old posts. cant believe how childish i sounded haha. n how obsessed i was over dance! oh well....time to study!Labels: a new start
i cant live without you
Friday, January 20, 2006
PINKified
die. this is not happening. im becoming totally pink! shoes pink, wallet pink, bag pink, rubberband pink. n i juz saw a DAMn nice pink file today! its not juz e colour but more of e design tts nice but i restrained myself frm buying it =( y is pink asscociated with bimbos? i used to like black and blue....wat happened? all i can say is tt im glad i dun have a single article of pink clothing. phew. but tts coz e colour doesnt suit mi....but if it did.....means i would wear pink too?! eeew
y does wat i have typed ontop sound damn bimbotic?
anyway A105 celebrated mi n le yi's bday today. feels bit wrong though coz mine is like nex week....but nvm. the bday song rocked. got e attention of e whole canteen. Dear clsmates, THX FOR E BANANA CHOCOLATE CAKE N PIZZA!~!
my brothers room has become a bar. interesting thought to know that i can officially drink nex week. but dun think its realli my thing...
rumour mill :
Kai tian cheated on me, so we broke up.
Si Yan is now targeting me.
Hui Qing is 2 timing Melissa with Kai Tian
Hui Qing n Melissa spent the night together.
Vernie has obliviously ignored Si yans previous advances n is bz sleeping.
Not forgetting....how proud i am of someone for achieving 2nd place in e comp =)
i cant live without you
Monday, January 02, 2006
sch starts tml.
gotta wake up at 5am these next 4 days.
got dance after ogl stuff.
not done my hw.
not studied for my test.
sumone put my head in a pail of water and ask mi to breathe deep.
i cant live without you
Saturday, December 17, 2005
The past 3 days have been....interestin? think i juz broke a record of having onli slept bout 8 hours in 3 days...and at e start of each day i had dance in the morning...so im seriously lacking in slp.
Zanyx (aprine, wara n helena) came over to my hse for sleepover yesterday....watched dirty dancing n baked brownie! think it was a sucess....n we took mani photos with my softtoys haha. damn farni...
my bro finally is bac frm melbourne....bought mi my socks which i asked for...damn nice...pink...den got butterflies...think he realli noes my taste haha. n he bought koko black chocs! yum.
i cant live without you
Saturday, December 03, 2005
I think ive juz been bitten by the happiness bug *grins madly*
Or mayb im juz supernaturally lucki.
Not felt so happy for Soooo long. our new dance instructors are Zaki n ee ching!~!~! *hugs* aprine for tellin mi this. i had to try so hard to control myself from screaming coz i was workin. wanted to go ngiams hse to scream with sharon...but decided to juz scream with her on e fone. finally we gonna get real dance training with gd instructors....cant wait to get tortured this thurs n fri. n tml mi n sharon r goin for ryans hip hop cls n ee chings lyrical jazz cls. i think if i can dance almost every single day....i would b in heaven.
the other thing is i finally found a job. went to martha's hse to do admin work. At first she told mi my pay would b 5 bucks. but at e end of the day she raised it to 6! plus she also gave mi money for cab for home as well as bac to her hse e nex day coz i had to carry heavy things. she also gave mi an advance for e work i would b doin at home.....think im damn lucki. mus thank my dad.
n im craving for fish n co! so faster recover! need mi carry watermelon over? =P
i cant live without you
poems
HARD LOVE
everytime i see u,
it hurts to look away
i noe tt its impossible
we could nv b tt way
but i juz cant help myself
when u look at mi n smile
if onli i were someone else
even for a while
to dream of u n fantasize
tt this would not b true
tt finally u'll look at me
n tell mi 'i love u'
but fate has played a joke on mi
it made mi fall in love
with e onli one i ever loved
but can never ever love
REPLY
i see her looking at mi
i see her look away
i see the love tts in her eyes
but i cant love her this way
i noe tt she is hurting
i noe the pain she feels
but destiny's been fixed
our fates have all been sealed
my love for her is different
but i love her all e same
hard love is nv possible
its not more den juz a game
forget bout mi, find someone else
to win this game for u
someone who is not like mi
n whose love for u is true...
THIS LIE
u were there when i first met him
u were there when i first cried
u consolled mi when we quarrelled
theres nothing i could hide
n when he said he loved mi
all u did was smile
u nv even told mi
u loved mi all this while
if i could turn e hands of time
i'd say i love u too
but now ur gone away frm mi
its too late for mi n u
i nv knew u felt e same
u treated mi as a fren
how can u reveal ur love
when ur lifes about to end?
dont u noe the pain i feel
the hurt tts deep inside
for knowing that e past 5 years
both our hearts had lied.
WISH IT WERE
u gave mi a look, den whispered my name
took hold of my hand, n called mi again
u pulled mi outside, away for awhile
den looked in my eyes, n gave mi a smile
it felt like a dream, a dream tts come true
how could u noe, my feelings for u?
u opened ur lips, and started to say
"its been a long time, since ive felt this way
do mi this favour, im asking of u
pls tell ur fren, these words 'i love u' .
10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT U
i hate the way u look
i hate the way u talk
i hate it when ur shirt's untucked
i hate it the way u walk
i hate the way u act
i hate ur messy hair
i hate the way ur shoe's untied
i hate it when u stare
i hate it when ur gone
i hate when u dun call
but most of all i hate the way
i dun hate u at all
