Saturday, April 26, 2003
juz come bac frm seletar club......went to church den went to seletar eat dinner wif mi cousins n relatives......n we were exploring e club goin around singin ami songs -_- ahahaha......esepecially 'god bless e use' hee.....n takin pics of ourselves doin lame things.....damn y mus haf cat tml......i dun wanna slp yet.....hai
i cant live without you
Friday, April 25, 2003
ok today we were tortured again......b4 we danced we mop e stage n e bucket of water was black black eew.....means we have been dancin wif our sweaty bodies on a layer or DIRT!!! gross......n not fair lor now ms ann teachin them hip hop!!!! *wah* i wanna learn! so fun! hai......den juz got mi hp bill.....made a new record of 1526 smses! i overshot by 836 smses....700 free mah.......so my overall bill is 70 over......i need borrow money frm loan sharks readi......die die die....
i cant live without you
Thursday, April 24, 2003
wah mi butt is aching man......den after sit down so long so hard to stand up......feel like old woman everywhere also aching......but today nice day....thurs r always nice......wif e eception of gettin bac mi chi marks......i nv been so pro in mi life......*sob* well neway after sch went parkway wif zanyx.....so nice today got 6 of us =) n again we stand in e same spot (e entrance of pw) deciding for dunnoe how long where to go n eat......in e end decided on bk......yep.....
i cant live without you
Wednesday, April 23, 2003
ok finally had dance after 3 long weeks of lazing around...... n man did she torture us! like physical trainin liddat.......except its all stretching.......tml i will b aching like hell......so nice today sec 1's to 4's.....everyone bac together......so much nicer.....im damn sick of syf readi......i miss ms ann's dancin!~!~! *wahhhh* n i miss desert rose days.......sigh.......so much fun lor....now its juz stresssss.....like i dun haf enuf frm sch readi......*saddening*
i cant live without you
Monday, April 21, 2003
yesterday mornin went holy family for easter mass......lol den so funni k.....helena's family n mi n mi mum were sitting right next to each other n both of us still din realise till like almost e end of mass.......blur lar we.....den after tt we kept lookin at each other n smiling like crawzie lol.......den mi n mi parents went joo chiat for lunch......again i din realise mi cathecism fren was sittin rite behind all e time.....onli when i turn to leave i saw her bro....den i was thinkin he look very familiar....den i saw her nex to him.....after noon as usual had ballet......den while stretching i 'cracked' mi left leg......las time 'crack' mi rite leg den took so long to heal....but mi left leg not so bad.....i tink i becommim brittle readi.....everything 'crack!'
today.....*sniff*sniff* been havin running nose e WHOLE day......sneeze n sneeze in cls den mi frens all askin whether i alrite.....my fren sittin in front of mi say she scared of mi liao lol......sneezing is like exercise.....it makes u damn exhausted n causes u to break out in cold sweat......neway sch as usual today....earli mornin gort scolded by ms lum for not bringin e declaration form -_- den after noon had ballet.....poor sharon again was e ferse one for her grade 6 cls so she had to dance alone......hee budden mi n joy so nice pei her dance haha but in our sch uni......den after tt took bus home.....at ferse e bus no seats....so i dump mi things on e floor n stand against e railing......den when gort seats i din bother to go sit......i dunnoe y i so stupid.....im like soOoOo tired lor den i still torture miself n stand -_- i tink i lazy take mi stuff n move to another place....ya la i lazy pig *olnkz*
i cant live without you
poems
HARD LOVE
everytime i see u,
it hurts to look away
i noe tt its impossible
we could nv b tt way
but i juz cant help myself
when u look at mi n smile
if onli i were someone else
even for a while
to dream of u n fantasize
tt this would not b true
tt finally u'll look at me
n tell mi 'i love u'
but fate has played a joke on mi
it made mi fall in love
with e onli one i ever loved
but can never ever love
REPLY
i see her looking at mi
i see her look away
i see the love tts in her eyes
but i cant love her this way
i noe tt she is hurting
i noe the pain she feels
but destiny's been fixed
our fates have all been sealed
my love for her is different
but i love her all e same
hard love is nv possible
its not more den juz a game
forget bout mi, find someone else
to win this game for u
someone who is not like mi
n whose love for u is true...
THIS LIE
u were there when i first met him
u were there when i first cried
u consolled mi when we quarrelled
theres nothing i could hide
n when he said he loved mi
all u did was smile
u nv even told mi
u loved mi all this while
if i could turn e hands of time
i'd say i love u too
but now ur gone away frm mi
its too late for mi n u
i nv knew u felt e same
u treated mi as a fren
how can u reveal ur love
when ur lifes about to end?
dont u noe the pain i feel
the hurt tts deep inside
for knowing that e past 5 years
both our hearts had lied.
WISH IT WERE
u gave mi a look, den whispered my name
took hold of my hand, n called mi again
u pulled mi outside, away for awhile
den looked in my eyes, n gave mi a smile
it felt like a dream, a dream tts come true
how could u noe, my feelings for u?
u opened ur lips, and started to say
"its been a long time, since ive felt this way
do mi this favour, im asking of u
pls tell ur fren, these words 'i love u' .
10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT U
i hate the way u look
i hate the way u talk
i hate it when ur shirt's untucked
i hate it the way u walk
i hate the way u act
i hate ur messy hair
i hate the way ur shoe's untied
i hate it when u stare
i hate it when ur gone
i hate when u dun call
but most of all i hate the way
i dun hate u at all
