Saturday, September 10, 2005
let mi juz walk till the end of the night......away into the darkness
whee! one week of slacking....how fun. there goes my promo's. wara came to mj on fri. realli missed hanging out with her. feel bad for studying with sharon half e time. but at least we spent e whole sat together at starbucks studying. cant wait to go vj on wed! n fri goin with prine n sharon to watch dance concert!
my cousin came over my hse to stay. feel so worried for her. hope everything cames out ok.....
i cant live without you
poems
HARD LOVE
everytime i see u,
it hurts to look away
i noe tt its impossible
we could nv b tt way
but i juz cant help myself
when u look at mi n smile
if onli i were someone else
even for a while
to dream of u n fantasize
tt this would not b true
tt finally u'll look at me
n tell mi 'i love u'
but fate has played a joke on mi
it made mi fall in love
with e onli one i ever loved
but can never ever love
REPLY
i see her looking at mi
i see her look away
i see the love tts in her eyes
but i cant love her this way
i noe tt she is hurting
i noe the pain she feels
but destiny's been fixed
our fates have all been sealed
my love for her is different
but i love her all e same
hard love is nv possible
its not more den juz a game
forget bout mi, find someone else
to win this game for u
someone who is not like mi
n whose love for u is true...
THIS LIE
u were there when i first met him
u were there when i first cried
u consolled mi when we quarrelled
theres nothing i could hide
n when he said he loved mi
all u did was smile
u nv even told mi
u loved mi all this while
if i could turn e hands of time
i'd say i love u too
but now ur gone away frm mi
its too late for mi n u
i nv knew u felt e same
u treated mi as a fren
how can u reveal ur love
when ur lifes about to end?
dont u noe the pain i feel
the hurt tts deep inside
for knowing that e past 5 years
both our hearts had lied.
WISH IT WERE
u gave mi a look, den whispered my name
took hold of my hand, n called mi again
u pulled mi outside, away for awhile
den looked in my eyes, n gave mi a smile
it felt like a dream, a dream tts come true
how could u noe, my feelings for u?
u opened ur lips, and started to say
"its been a long time, since ive felt this way
do mi this favour, im asking of u
pls tell ur fren, these words 'i love u' .
10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT U
i hate the way u look
i hate the way u talk
i hate it when ur shirt's untucked
i hate it the way u walk
i hate the way u act
i hate ur messy hair
i hate the way ur shoe's untied
i hate it when u stare
i hate it when ur gone
i hate when u dun call
but most of all i hate the way
i dun hate u at all