Wednesday, October 26, 2005
so much has happened after promos. good news is tt i can be promoted. din fail lit as i expected and had 3 A level passes in e end. u would think that after promos it would be less stressful....but noOooO....here comes PW sneakily creeping into our lives n makin it hell. apparently our class is one of the slowest in the level too. oh not forgetting theres chinese exam nex week. yay my life is so perfect.
the 1st dance practice with Beven after so mani months started today. guess wat? its our last practice too! y is it we nv noe when it is the las dance practice? the same thing happened in tkg too. its depressing to noe tt u juz had ur las dance practice after having the practice. nvm ms sim juz told us studio wu is conducting free dance classes this sat. mayb i will go. and mayb for e usual classes too....7 bucks for 1 lesson! compare it to the 18 i used to pay for jitterbugs or the 20 for La dance connection. but first i must find sumone to go with mi.....
think i better start workin durin the hols too....since i wun be travelling anywhere....realli becoming broke....
i luv my new earings =)
i cant live without you
poems
HARD LOVE
everytime i see u,
it hurts to look away
i noe tt its impossible
we could nv b tt way
but i juz cant help myself
when u look at mi n smile
if onli i were someone else
even for a while
to dream of u n fantasize
tt this would not b true
tt finally u'll look at me
n tell mi 'i love u'
but fate has played a joke on mi
it made mi fall in love
with e onli one i ever loved
but can never ever love
REPLY
i see her looking at mi
i see her look away
i see the love tts in her eyes
but i cant love her this way
i noe tt she is hurting
i noe the pain she feels
but destiny's been fixed
our fates have all been sealed
my love for her is different
but i love her all e same
hard love is nv possible
its not more den juz a game
forget bout mi, find someone else
to win this game for u
someone who is not like mi
n whose love for u is true...
THIS LIE
u were there when i first met him
u were there when i first cried
u consolled mi when we quarrelled
theres nothing i could hide
n when he said he loved mi
all u did was smile
u nv even told mi
u loved mi all this while
if i could turn e hands of time
i'd say i love u too
but now ur gone away frm mi
its too late for mi n u
i nv knew u felt e same
u treated mi as a fren
how can u reveal ur love
when ur lifes about to end?
dont u noe the pain i feel
the hurt tts deep inside
for knowing that e past 5 years
both our hearts had lied.
WISH IT WERE
u gave mi a look, den whispered my name
took hold of my hand, n called mi again
u pulled mi outside, away for awhile
den looked in my eyes, n gave mi a smile
it felt like a dream, a dream tts come true
how could u noe, my feelings for u?
u opened ur lips, and started to say
"its been a long time, since ive felt this way
do mi this favour, im asking of u
pls tell ur fren, these words 'i love u' .
10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT U
i hate the way u look
i hate the way u talk
i hate it when ur shirt's untucked
i hate it the way u walk
i hate the way u act
i hate ur messy hair
i hate the way ur shoe's untied
i hate it when u stare
i hate it when ur gone
i hate when u dun call
but most of all i hate the way
i dun hate u at all
