Tuesday, November 10, 2009
my life has really changed...im no longer that spoilt girl who lives quite a pampered life. it sux tt being in hall keeps reminding me of that. i guess it keeps mi grounded......but doesnt make it feel better when frens are talkin about things or are having things which i do not have......i dinnoe facials were so common among them...i have never been to one. not tt i want to. n tts e point. i must keep reminding myself, i have somethings they do not, just that its more intangible. and i should learn to appreciate these things more. not tt it is easy but oh well.
oh n i have no more maid after 21 years of my life.....
i cant live without you
poems
HARD LOVE
everytime i see u,
it hurts to look away
i noe tt its impossible
we could nv b tt way
but i juz cant help myself
when u look at mi n smile
if onli i were someone else
even for a while
to dream of u n fantasize
tt this would not b true
tt finally u'll look at me
n tell mi 'i love u'
but fate has played a joke on mi
it made mi fall in love
with e onli one i ever loved
but can never ever love
REPLY
i see her looking at mi
i see her look away
i see the love tts in her eyes
but i cant love her this way
i noe tt she is hurting
i noe the pain she feels
but destiny's been fixed
our fates have all been sealed
my love for her is different
but i love her all e same
hard love is nv possible
its not more den juz a game
forget bout mi, find someone else
to win this game for u
someone who is not like mi
n whose love for u is true...
THIS LIE
u were there when i first met him
u were there when i first cried
u consolled mi when we quarrelled
theres nothing i could hide
n when he said he loved mi
all u did was smile
u nv even told mi
u loved mi all this while
if i could turn e hands of time
i'd say i love u too
but now ur gone away frm mi
its too late for mi n u
i nv knew u felt e same
u treated mi as a fren
how can u reveal ur love
when ur lifes about to end?
dont u noe the pain i feel
the hurt tts deep inside
for knowing that e past 5 years
both our hearts had lied.
WISH IT WERE
u gave mi a look, den whispered my name
took hold of my hand, n called mi again
u pulled mi outside, away for awhile
den looked in my eyes, n gave mi a smile
it felt like a dream, a dream tts come true
how could u noe, my feelings for u?
u opened ur lips, and started to say
"its been a long time, since ive felt this way
do mi this favour, im asking of u
pls tell ur fren, these words 'i love u' .
10 THINGS I HATE ABOUT U
i hate the way u look
i hate the way u talk
i hate it when ur shirt's untucked
i hate it the way u walk
i hate the way u act
i hate ur messy hair
i hate the way ur shoe's untied
i hate it when u stare
i hate it when ur gone
i hate when u dun call
but most of all i hate the way
i dun hate u at all
